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Confessions of a High School Graduate by poeticsoul117, literature

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Confessions of a High School Graduate

Graduation day came and flew by fast I was sad it all had just passed A few weeks later in the car in the back He had me in the seat where the leather was cracked A friend trying to push me much too far A horror that happened in my small car Somehow through words a promise was made A confession he'd help with, for a price to pay Two weeks later a CD with a song Words for a boy that I'd held in too long A day with an ex where it all felt strange I sped accross town with a slight bit of rage I delivered it promptly and played him the song He had other things on his mind then real strong Once more boundaries I tried to set crossed

One Bird Down by poeticsoul117, literature

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One Bird Down

One bird down So many to go I remember back when It was "true love" Started sophmore year He brought back to life I began to smile Didn't know, I'd find him But now this love, turns out to be a Bad. Thing...cuz... Love hurts. His words. Make moving on harder. I'm not. Impressed. Standing, being stabbed Undressed. Doubt you, Thought, I'd play your games And I'm one bird down So many...to go One more leaf falls The tree's almost bare I cry and cry In the winter air He's killing me An ironic surprise Used to call him mine I'm alone, and shaking Doubting now that love is a Real thing... Love hurts. His words. Mak

Goodnight Liar by poeticsoul117, literature

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Goodnight Liar

Remind me why. I. Bought your bullshit It was true. Love. But I took the final hit So cruel, so sly... Stop wasting my time. Every sec-ond. At the mall I'm screaming Just. Daydreaming. Cuz all the past... Comes up again... And everyday I hate you more Than I ever... Could before, You're so. In. Love With her Don't say you love me I'm stupid, For believing Cuz if you did...love me You would leave her. And I'm done being hurt...Good night, good luck, good work She's not mature. And. Sent that picture I was so. Pissed. And I'm not even sure. So rude, so mean Disrespectin to me The worst. Part. You said "It's fine

Hello Goodbye Song 'Deceased' by poeticsoul117, literature

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Hello Goodbye Song 'Deceased'

What would I say... If I had you back for, Just one day... All I would give. For you to live again If you were healthy, If you were happy, Do you hear them angels clapping? They sing...Mhmm Chorus: "Welcome to the land of deceased! Darling, just do...as you please..." I know you're safe, But man it's been hard. Seeing your eyes there in the stars... I feel you. You're there. You're with me...and deceased What do I do... I'll never sit down with, You again... And do I stay? Or collapse on your grave All of my questions, All of my topics, Teach me all, of your best tricks We can't...oh no... Chorus: "Welcome to the l

Loving You by poeticsoul117, literature

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Loving You

No matter how, hard I try I keep looking to the skies Trying to figure out what to do It's not written up there And it's doubtful that it would Say the lines, I know it should Ya Connor once had told me Life is not a storybook Now I know to take another look… Chorus: Cuz I'm losing my head, Haven't gotten outta bed I only wish that I could think things through Cuz I'm falling to pieces Pride's too strong I'm needing, you to chase me, but I know You won't So I'm feeling hungover, I'm in tears Can't stop, loving you… I've cried my eyees out, and threw My cell across the room Checked it a hundred thousand times tod

Far Right in the Front Row by poeticsoul117, literature

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Far Right in the Front Row

I'm that brunette Who got left. Cuz, I should do better.. Who gets stuck in. Your mind all day... Still I wonder if, I'll ever be. Something really big, But I'm not leaving This...place... Chorus: I'm the girl to The far right, In the front row. Didn't meet you But I went to the show And I ponder if we could happen ever... But I'm that brunette...to the... Far-right. In the Front. Row. I'm that mistake Who said no. Cuz I'd kill your reputation... Who looks braindead. And hopeless..oh ya Still you've got to. Take a chance... Or live life alone... Cuz I'm not screaming This late... Chorus: I'm the girl to The fa

Breathless by poeticsoul117, literature

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Breathless

Breathless Verse 1: I've been falling down Going round and round I don't know what I want But it's insane, all because I lost my heart all...over The world...cuz Chorus: He leaves me breathless, but You left me breathless... Before, I said, "Hello" And your words just made me breathless Oh...I'm so...reckless Did I make the right choice? Oh...I...am...so...breathless... Verse 2: I am so unsure Of all things I've done I pray to make it right But I don't wanna be in love I want conflicting...things and Nothing...Oh... Chorus: He leaves me breathless, but You left me breathless... Before, I said, "Hello" And your word

For Darren by poeticsoul117, literature

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For Darren

For Darren Your beautiful smile, Your beautiful eyes Your beautiful words makin' me go wild Your famous for life Your famous for love Your famous for that laugh, I can't get enough… I try hard to see you But it won't work cuz I need you Your famous, I'm still dreamin You're there and I'm believing… My heart, who says it could happen My head"No girl, but he's attractive" My soul I lose control And I am off with words for Darren And I just, Need to meet you now… All of these girls All of these fans All of these people lovin' you I'm last To get to you soon To chat you up To get you to laugh And I can't gr

To Keep Me Here by poeticsoul117, literature

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To Keep Me Here

To Keep Me Here Verse 1: Last I checked We weren't a wreck And you weren't doubtin Everythin But I guess that we've Fallen out of line… But somehow now I am mad as hell, And you dug yourself into a well And still this won't be our last goodbye. Bridge: Cuz you and the academy Have voted me an ice, cold queen And I told you I'm not perfect Anyhow… Verse 2: But still I'm shaking Yes I'm pissed And I don't know if I'll be missed I'm freezing you out For now three days If you text Well I'll be vexed Cuz suddenly I'm vile as heck Yeah you didn't stop me in the dark Chorus: So here we are Love are we fightin

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Confessions of a High School Graduate by poeticsoul117, literature

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Confessions of a High School Graduate

One Bird Down by poeticsoul117, literature

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One Bird Down

Goodnight Liar by poeticsoul117, literature

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Goodnight Liar

Hello Goodbye Song 'Deceased' by poeticsoul117, literature

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Hello Goodbye Song 'Deceased'

Loving You by poeticsoul117, literature

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Loving You

Far Right in the Front Row by poeticsoul117, literature

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Far Right in the Front Row

Breathless by poeticsoul117, literature

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Breathless

For Darren by poeticsoul117, literature

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For Darren

To Keep Me Here by poeticsoul117, literature

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To Keep Me Here

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Family by venusprincess, literature

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Family

Family is… The people who raise you Mom and dad, Uncle or aunt, An older sibling, A distant cousin, A dad and a dad, Maybe just a mom, The list could go on and on and on and on…...................... Family is… The people who stick by you Even when things are difficult The ones who are with you 'cause they care Not cause it's convenient Family is… The people who bicker with you But could never hate you The people who forgive No matter how many times you screw up Family is… The friends close enough to you That you can cry on their shoulder And spill all your secrets Family is… Not just the

I am a Person by venusprincess, literature

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I am a Person

I am a man… I am a woman… I am a person. I breathe. I think. My heart's been broken. I've been pushed around. I've pushed others. I don't enjoy being controlled.

Love Meets Reality by venusprincess, literature

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Love Meets Reality

Prince Charming's sweet… But his smiles kind of give me the creeps. Does he never cry? Or does he keep all the sadness in? And don't get me started on all those Damsels in Distress Could they at least try to climb out of their prison? Fight off their captor? Just one little punch… Maybe two. I wouldn't have the patience To wait for a knight. I don't want a fairy tale love. I don't want to be swept off my feet By some random dude on a white horse. I don't wanna be a useless "lady" Who can't ever pick up a sword Even when it's lying right in front of her. I want to catch him when he falls (Just as I know he'll catch

The Power of a Pen by venusprincess, literature

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The Power of a Pen

I've got a lot to say. So I put a pen to a page. With my pen pressing into paper, Almost ripping, I let out my rage. With my fingers clenching, I write out my sadness. With my fingers tapping, I put down my frustration Agitation I've got a lot to say, So I put a pen to a page. Who says you have to shout to be heard? Just use the write words. I've got a lot to say, So I put a pen to a page. And another page And another Until there's enough pages to… No, there's never enough pages….

An American Eulogy by venusprincess, literature

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An American Eulogy

So we think we've come a long, long way From our ancestors time When Hitler was spat upon Like that black man that tried to enter a white man's shop We're shouting Equality Shouting Amen! To the definition of marriage A man and a woman and a hint of divorce Religion and laws intermingling, blurring We're seduced by charisma And the power of the "little guy" trying to be big A minority in the First Lady's shoes With snappy outfits to boot We adore the beautiful Their perfect faux noses and enticing plump lips Pretty, colored contacts luring us in There's a new generation, we love them as well With short- shorts and baggy pan

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For Darren by poeticsoul117, literature

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For Darren

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I'm a bitch. I'm arrogant. Damn proud of it. <3 What more is there to say?

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poeticsoul117

Feb 3, 2013

Well damn...

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It's  been ages since I've been on.  But now it's like 2AM and I'm going insane with my thoughts.  Last night I ran into this guy I met at my college one act auditions who's become my friend.  I have intense feelings for him.  He was going to the Cheesecake Factory with the cast of Henry.  I texted him asking him if we could meet up after to tell him something.  He said yea.  Unfortunately fast-forward four hours later and he calls me apologizing, saying that as he was leaving he pulled out his phone and saw it was dead.  Sadly the only way he could tell me that was by going home.  So I didn't tell him.  Now I'm up at 2AM freaking out wonderi

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poeticsoul117

Jan 6, 2011

New song

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Hello Goodbye Song (Deceased)

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poeticsoul117

Aug 7, 2010

For Darren

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So then I put up a new song.  It's called: For Darren, and it's like the name states-for Darren Criss.  He wrote Music for Me and my Dick, A Very Potter Musical, and A Very Potther Sequel and played Harry Potter in the two.  I wrote it t say how much a fan I am and how much I like him. I'm crazy for him.  I feel like I know him, but I want to know him.  He's amazing, but hey he's a famous 24 year old and I'm nobody so no point dreamin haha :)